A MANIFESTATION Mary Zoll c. 12/95 ======================== unashamedly eccentric Joan came for Thanksgiving a bird on her shoulder-- an umbrella cockatoo six months old and unimaginably white this white is not an innocent velvet lily white a tender sea-foam white or a gentle melting-showflake white this is not a pristine isolated iceberg white a momentary dream-fragment white or a dangerous deep-pile polar-bear white this is not a cold starlight-filtered-through-space white this is a staggering white hypnotic white warm-blooded feathered phenomenal multitudes of living white the working interconnected white of her main flight feathers the soft stunning white of the silken down on her chest the personal white under her wings where she invites scratching occasionally the fluffy puffed-cloud almost frivolous white of her ruff the delicate white of the miniature cheek feathers she angles forward to close off the sides of her beak the glowing white of the expanding sideburns and crown she raises for show a crest more intricate than a Victorian-lace collar more spectacular than a satin papal tiara more wondrous than the halo of an angel this is god white ======== ========