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anna wauneka comes to my hogan
then I tell anna wauneka that i think
when my mother dies
this will not be for a long time yet
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from the journal Midwest Quarterly, 1970 (reprinted in From the Belly of the Shark, 1973) |
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I'm not going to get burnt out with your amphetamines even though my People's lodges were burnt by U.S. Cavalry and "well-meaning" citizens I will not be flooded out by YOUR cheap wine stale beer and strong whiskey even though backwaters of dams cover our once sacred and promised grounds I will not be pacified by blue eyes and blond hair even though YOUR "heroic" mountain men raped my great-grandmother
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from the anthology From the Belly of the Shark, ed. Lowenfels, 1973 |
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We knew of war
We knew of lies
We knew of politics,
You took the land
But, my friends,
Why did you steal the smiles
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from the journal Akwesasne Notes, 1971 (reprinted in From the Belly of the Shark, 1973) |
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I am a feather on the bright sky
You see, I am alive, I am alive
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from Angle of Geese, 1974 |
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Seeing good places
Somewhere around here
So
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from Laguna Woman, 1974 |
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This is the Wheel of Dreams
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from The Gourd Dancer, 1976 |
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December 18, 1972
"WHAT'S YOUR INDIAN NAME?"
It has to do with full moments
It has to do with stories, legends
It has to do with rebirth and growing
You see it's like this (the movement):
You see, son, the eagle is a whole person
IT WAS THE THIRD DAY, JULY 12, 1971
Hitch-hiking on the way to Colorado,
through the whole sky
the blue
(You see, the gods come during the summer
Waiting for my next ride,
YESTERDAY
In the late afternoon,
This morning in the newspaper,
I guess they were but all I knew yesterday
That's all I know.
WHAT MY UNCLE TONY TOLD MY SISTER AND ME
Respect your mother and father.
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from Going for the Rain, 1976 |
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in the beginning there were no white people in this world there was nothing European. And this world might have gone on like that except for one thing: witchery. This world was already complete even without white people. There was everything including witchery. Then it happened.
[. . . .] Finally there was only one
At first they all laughed
Set in motion now
Caves across the ocean
Then they grow away from the earth
[. . . .] They will kill the things they fear
They will poison the water
They will fear what they find
Entire villages will be wiped out
[. . . .] Stolen rivers and mountains
[. . . .] They will take this world from ocean to ocean
[. . . .] So the other witches said
But the witch just shook its head
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from Storyteller, 1981 |
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In school I was taught the names
No one mentioned the names
What was the familiar name
That young man's name was Many Deeds,
Greenrock Woman was the name
In school I learned of heroic discoveries
Let us then declare a holiday
Because isn't it true that even the summer
Why else would the birds sing
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from Columbus Day, 1983 |
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I release you, my beautiful and terrible
You are not my blood anymore.
I give you back to the white soldiers
I release you, fear, because you hold
I release you, fear, so you can no longer
I release you
I am not afraid to be angry.
to be loved, to be loved, fear.
Oh, you have choked me, but I gave you the leash.
I take myself back, fear.
But come here, fear
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from She Had Some Horses, 1983 |
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She had some horses.
She had horses who were bodies of sand.
She had some horses.
She had horses with eyes of trains.
She had some horses.
She had horses who danced in their mothers' arms.
She had some horses.
She had horses who liked Creek Stomp Dance songs.
She had some horses.
She had horses who called themselves, horse.
She had some horses.
She had horses who whispered in the dark, who were afraid to speak.
She had some horses.
She had horses who got down on their knees for any savior.
She had some horses.
She had some horses she loved.
These were the same horses.
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from She Had Some Horses, 1983 |
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Sick people are about to recapture
So many have escaped
The air holds nothing
The animals are leaving
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from Eclipse, 1983 |
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If all the animals came from the hills,
All I know are these rivers,
And that sorrow says,
And the mouth of a man,
Light.
I do not want to break this spell.
(for Oren Lyons, 1978)
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from Eclipse, 1983
(Section V. of a poem-sequence of the same title) |
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Let others speak
I've made my decision
if the old grey poet felt he could turn and
and the great road of the Milky Way
I do not believe
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from Near the Mountains, 1987 |
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i am making this sound upon the earth
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from Another Song for America, 1987 |
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Raven eyes blink
The world has its top
There's no way out
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from Harper's Anthology of 20th Century Native American Poetry, ed. Niatum, 1988 |
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My house is the red earth; it could be the center of the world. I've heard New York, Paris, or Tokyo called the center of the world, but I say it is magnificently humble. You could drive by and miss it. Radio waves can obscure it. Words cannot construct it, for there are some sounds left to sacred wordless form. For instance, that fool crow, picking through trash near the corral, understands the center of the world as greasy scraps of fat. Just ask him. He doesn't have to say that the earth has turned scarlet through fierce belief, after centuries of heartbreak and laughterhe perches on the blue bowl of the sky, and laughs.
If you look with the mind of the swirling earth near Shiprock you become the land, beautiful. And understand how three crows at the edge of the highway, laughing, become three crows at the edge of the world, laughing.
Don't bother the earth spirit who lives here. She is working on a story. It is the oldest story in the world and it is delicate, changing. If she sees you watching she will invite you in for coffee, give you warm bread, and you will be obligated to stay and listen. But this is no ordinary story. You will have to endure earthquakes, lightning, the deaths of all those you love, the most blinding beauty. It's a story so compelling you may never want to leave; this is how she traps you. See that stone finger over there? That is the only one who ever escaped.
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(three untitled prose poems) from Secrets from the Center of the World, 1989; combined as one song lyric in Letter from the End of the Twentieth Century, 1997 |
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To pray you open your whole self
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from In Mad Love and War, 1990 |
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Beneath a sky blurred with mist and wind, I am amazed as I watch the violet heads of crocuses erupt from the stiff earth after dying for a season, as I have watched my own dark head appear each morning after entering the next world to come back to this one, amazed. It is the way in the natural world to understand the place the ghost dancers named after the heartbreaking destruction. Anna Mae, everything and nothing changes. You are the shimmering young woman who found her voice, when you were warned to be silent, or have your body cut away from you like an elegant weed. You are the one whose spirit is present in the dappled stars. (They prance and lope like colored horses who stay with us through the streets of these steely cities. And I have seen them nuzzling the frozen bodies of tattered drunks on the corner.) This morning when the last star is dimming and the busses grind toward the middle of the city, I know it is ten years since they buried you the second time in Lakota, a language that could free you. I heard about it in Oklahoma, or New Mexico, how the wind howled and pulled everything down in righteous anger. (It was the women who told me) and we understood wordlessly the ripe meaning of your murder. As I understand ten years later after the slow changing of the seasons that we have just begun to touch the dazzling whirlwind of our anger, we have just begun to perceive the amazed world the ghost dancers entered crazily, beautifully.
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from In Mad Love and War, 1990 |
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I argue with Roberto from the slick-tiled patio
What we are dealing with here are ideological
I argue with Roberto, and laugh across the
This is the land of revolution. You can do anything
I do what I want, and take my revolution to bed with
This is not a foreign country, but the land of our dreams.
I listen to the gunfire we cannot hear, and begin
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from In Mad Love and War, 1990 |
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sits on a stump in an abandoned farmer's field,
His head glances round; his eyes, a deeper yellow
The wind ruffles his feathers from crown to claws
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from Drawings of the Song Animals, 1991 |
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"It was dark and terrible all about me, for all the winds of the world were fighting."
On the wagon again,
I stagger to my horse and gallop
I push the off button and sit in the dark
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from Among the Dog Eaters, 1992 |
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Wounded Knee Creek
In the shine of photographs
on a simple field of snow.
women and children dancing,
In autumn there were songs, long
In summer the wild buckwheat
and dusk guttered on the creek.
of dance, the dead in glossy
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from In the Presence of the Sun, 1992 |
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If you're an Indian, why don't you write nature poetry?
inside this bottle
Indian fire fighters
caught in the middle
& burrowed in
hoping the fires
no one in the hole
from their lungs
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from Old Shirts & New Skins, 1993 |
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The temple where crow worships
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from The Book of Medicines, 1993 |
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After breathing and clawing,
In the silence
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from The Book of Medicines, 1993 |
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The terrible cold
It is alive,
I was looking at that far city
South was their way that night.
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from The Book of Medicines, 1993 |
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The hours we counted precious were blackbirds in the density of Washington. Taxis toured the labyrinth with passengers of mist as the myth of ancient love took the shape of two figures carrying the dawn tenderly on their shoulders to the shores of the Potomac.
We fled the drama of lit marble in the capitol for a refuge held up by sweet, everlasting earth. The man from Ghana who wheeled our bags was lonesome for his homeland, but commerce made it necessary to carry someone else's burdens. The stars told me how to find us in this disorder of systems.
Washington did not ever sleep that night in the sequence of eternal nights. There were whirring calculators, computers stealing names, while spirits of the disappeared drank coffee at an all-night cafˇ in this city of disturbed relativity.
Justice is a story by heart in the beloved country where imagination weeps. The sacred mountains only appear to be asleep. When we finally found the room in the hall of mirrors and shut the door I could no longer bear the beauty of scarlet licked with yellow on the wings of blackbirds.
This is the world in which we undressed together. Within it white deer intersect with the wisdom of the hunter of grace. Horses wheel toward the morning star. Memory was always more than paper and cannot be broken by violent history or stolen by thieves of childhood. We cannot be separated in the loop of mystery between blackbirds and the memory of blackbirds.
And in the predawn when we had slept for centuries in a drenching sweet rain you touched me and the springs of clear water beneath my skin were new knowledge. And I loved you in this city of death.
Through the darkness in the sheer rise of clipped green grass and asphalt our ancestors appear together at the shoreline of the Potomac in their moccasins and pressed suits of discreet armor. They go to the water from the cars of smokey trains, or dismount from horses dusty with fatigue.
See the children who become our grandparents, the old women whose bones fertilized the corn. They form us in our sleep of exhaustion as we make our way through this world of skewed justice, of songs without singers.
I embrace these spirits of relatives who always return to the place of beauty, whatever the outcome in the spiral of power. And I particularly admire the tender construction of your spine which in the gentle dawning is a ladder between the deep in which stars are perfectly stars, and the heavens where we converse with eagles.
And I am thankful to the brutal city for the space which outlines your limber beauty. To the man from Ghana who also loves the poetry of the stars. To the ancestors who do not forget us in the concrete and paper illusion. To the blackbirds who are exactly blackbirds. And to you sweetheart as we make our incredible journey.
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from The Woman Who Fell from the Sky, 1994 |
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The guardians of dusk blow fire from the Rincons as clouds confer over the Catalinas in the fading tracks of humans. I interpret the blur of red as female rain tomorrow, or the child born with the blessings of animals who will always protect her.
I am always amazed at the skill of rain clouds who outline the weave of human destiny [density in original]. Crickets memorize the chance event with rainsongs they have practiced for centuries. I am recreated by that language. Their predictions are always true. And as beautiful as saguaro flowers drinking rain.
I see the moon as I have never seen the moon, a half shell, just large enough for a cradleboard and the child who takes part in the dance of evolution as seen in the procession of tadpoles to humans painting the walls with wishes.
From the moon we all look the same.
In two days the girl will be born and nothing will ever look the same. I knew the monsoon clouds were talking about it as they softened the speed of light.
You can manipulate words to turn departure into aperture, but you cannot figure the velocity of love and how it enters every equation. It's related to the calculation of the speed of light, and how light prevails.
And then the evening star nods her head, nearby a lone jet ascending. I understand how light prevails. And when she was born it rained. Everything came true the way it was promised.
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from The Woman Who Fell from the Sky, 1994 |
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Do not try to convince me the United States is anything other than savannah.
I am the gazelle in braids and powwow jeans.
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from The Summer of Black Widows, 1996 |
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I remember the view. 4 carved faces
I don't remember knowing what I know now,
at the stone-white faces cut out from the horizon
Trapped within another mountain, a warrior's
truth, clearer than any white colonial freedom fighter
without stepping on a soap box, without screaming
without purchasing dynamite or spray paint,
just an armattached to a hand pointed toward
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from Outlaws, Renegades and Saints: Diary of a Mixed-Up Halfbreed, 1996 |
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Cain lifts Crow, that heavy black bird
Damn, says Crow, I guess
2.
The white man, disguised
Damn, says Crow, if I could swim
3.
The Crow God as depicted
Damn, says Crow, this makes it
4.
Among the ashes of Jericho,
Damn, says Crow, a million nests
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When Crows fight Crows
Damn, says Crow, it's raining feathers.
6.
Crow flies around the reservation
but they are so heavy
So, one by one, he returns them
Damn, says Crow, redemption
7.
Crow rides a pale horse
Damn, says Crow, I guess
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from One Stick Song, 2000 |
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All of the Indian boys in the world
at all. In fact, it was his brother Dan, but I want
I want to remember him
Tom wasn't a poet and he wasn't
on the reservation, and therefore
in the world (meaning there was one
true and actual Indian boy) as the auto sped
laughed at the impossibility
striking flames as it roared directly
who slammed on the brakes (meaning
as it grew so large and impossible
as that Great Barn Owl suddenly lifted
to look behind us, turned to look
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from One Stick Song, 2000 |
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Every time I venture into the bookstore, I find another book about Indians. There are hundreds of books about Indians published every year, yet so few are written by Indians. I gather all the books written about Indians. I discover: A book written by a person who identifies as mixed-blood will sell more copies than a book written by a person who identifies as strictly Indian. A book written by a non-Indian will sell more copies than a book written by either a mixed-blood or an Indian writer.
A book about Indian life in the past, whether written by a non-Indian, mixed-blood, or Indian, will sell more copies than a book about Indian life in the twentieth century. If you are a non-Indian writing about Indians, it is almost guaranteed that something positive will be written about you by Tony Hillerman.
Books about the Sioux sell more copies than all of the books written about other tribes combined. Mixed-blood writers often write about any tribe which interests them, whether or not they are related to that tribe. Writers who use obvious Indian names, such as Eagle Woman and Pretty Shield, are usually non-Indian. Non-Indian writers usually say "Great Spirit," "Mother Earth," "Two-Legged, Four-Legged, and Winged." Mixed-blood writers usually say "Creator," "Mother Earth," "Two-Legged, Four-Legged, and Winged." Indian writers usually say, "God," "Mother Earth," "Human Being, Dog, and Bird." If a book about Indians contains no dogs, then it was written by a non-Indian or mixed-blood writer. If on the cover of a book there are winged animals who aren't supposed to have wings, then it was written by a non-Indian.
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from One Stick Song, 2000 |
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The young banana tree is making poetry; I see how it translates the wind. The need to make songs is inherent in all life.
I've watched plants hungrily drink rainwater. They are grateful and are more likely to sing if it is rainwater they are receiving. If it's water from a hose, they will drink it with gratitude but as they drink they keep looking toward the sky. And will eventually sing to bring the rain if they suffer from drought.
It's just not humans who sing for rain, make poetry as commentary on the meaning of life.
We aren't the only creatures, or the most likely to survive.
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from A Map to the Next World, 2000 |
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The elegant white heron on Kualoa Beach enjoyed the light winds and the smell of fish as we all watched the falling sun with reverence. I did not see guilt in his posture, nor did I hear him admonish himself for some failure of the deep or near past, rather he absolutely enjoyed his heron-ness, the wind, the sun and made note of the approach of the longest night of the year. He had no doubt as to his right to be a heron, or his right to enjoy the catch and taste of fish. But what do I know of herons? I do not know their language or their culture. We have human observations. Though for any small creature or god in this universe it comes down to attitude. You can walk through hell with your head up, still sparring with the fire, or you can be defeated by any small thing. |
from A Map to the Next World, 2000
(prose-poem "appendix" to section 11 of the poem) |
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(heard poem on WSLU-FM afternoon news
Found staggering
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from In the Time of the Present, 2000 |
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The mad babble
He'll just doze for a while, maybe
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from Bone & Juice, 2001 |
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Starlings have invaded our home and filled
In Spanish as he pulls three baby birds,
And finger to snap the birds' neckscrack, crack,
The starlings. They just need to be removed.
When he drives away and leaves us, mother
All of it gone, missing, absent, destroyed.
Of panic and loss. We had to do this,
The babies screamed to greet the morning light.
Do starlings celebrate their day of birth?
We will never know how this winged mother
And blankets that smelled like us. These birds
The starlings mourn for three nights and three days.
As if their hungry children could cheat death
In God at such a time seems like a huge joke.
Of his carotid, then sent his blood though
Twice that first night, and spent the next five weeks
We attacked the walls of the ICU
Do these birds possess? They lift their faces
I'm positive they would open the doors
Birds and us, between their pain and our pain?
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from the journal New Letters (2003) |
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